by Nailah Mathews
this one wasn’t made by god or xir angels she was spat out
( hacked free from xir clawed throat, folded into tissue, discarded as
gershom’s foreskin
see: that
rosy lip dribbling
blood on his father’s sandal )
spluttered up
when that showgirl who bore her
( her mother the
unhinged ferris wheel in the christmas play,
her mother the moon in drag, her mother the moon in a
cycle of revenge ) gave up used panties for lent
and was met feet first by
a concrete manger and its
streetlight choir, still cauled
in a west mesa fastfood joint parking lot at 3:39am
after mid-midlife crisis, area family man —scorning his career and social obligations—
licked his chops and hoofed it.
Nailah Mathews is a nonbinary Black poet to whom books and Black lives matter. Their poetry has been featured in Hennepin Review, Lolwe, Passenger Journal, the Black Lesbian Literary Collective, among others. When not writing, they are ankle deep in other people’s stories or wrangling Olive and Martini, their two very bad cats. They can be reached at nailahwritesnovels.com for inquiries.